Day
May 31, 2018
My nightmares play like a video game. If I get too overwhelmed when something is chasing me then I can just pause the dream. I have all the time and space in the world to think about things and calm myself down while the world is frozen. Sometimes I can choose to 'quit' the game which forces me to wake up. I wish I could pause time in real life too when things get too scary.
Day
May 30, 2018
I found a ladybug in our weed. I threw it outside but... how did it get here?
Day
May 12, 2018
It's so bizarre to think that my ancestors spent hundreds and hundreds of years successfully reproducing
only to create me — someone who does not want children. My brother is incapable of having children as
well. Our bloodline ends with us.
Day
May 10, 2018
I had a dream that I was at the store with my little brother getting beans and it quickly turned into a
nightmare when my grandma didn’t answer her phone to tell me how many cans she wanted so I got them ALL.